since your gone

since your gone, i feel the life going slow.

i really need to see your eyes open and shinning to the world,

i dream of you often, you come to my mind every day,

i even make myself the idea to believe that u will never come back here,

it hurts so much, it hurts so bad,

i dont know how to explain that i need you,

that maybe tomorrow God returns you and finally wake from this nightmare,

the words for you, are turning the same,

it seems like everyday i repeat the same about you,

but i dont know how to express that i feel empty the most of the time,

that i pray and pray but the pains comes back again,

i try to look at the sun and the sky with difertent eyes,

i try to be more fun and spend a great time,

you know why i go out? i wanna find you in some person,

i search for you in every sight,

i saw your factions in almost every one, but is just what i wanna see,

if i sing, its dedicate it to you, if i breathe i dedicate you my life,

if I live, i only wonder if i really wanna be?

if i make some mistakes, im afraid that your watching,

and somethimes, i can feel you near me, and i see in your photo when your proud of me,

and in my dreams, Oh, i have those dreams when you apeare,

i know when you really come to be with me, and when its only my imgination,

i truly believe that im gonna see you again, Gods times right?

we really miss you round here,,,,,ur ausent is really hard,

i dont see very clearly where my life is going,,,when you were here i swear i had a clearly idea,

is just that...everything change so much.

i wish u can come back, and i know im not the only one like this....

this is the most difficult pain to express and define,

you feel like you will never be okay again,

but im not the only one suffering, here, or around the world,

everybody suffers for a reason, and you turn out to be my reason,

i have to say, u will be forever in my heart,

till now...the most lovely person i ever meet,

and those planes we used to have, theyre gone, they will never be,

and i guess i rather prefer u up there than down here.

cause down here...things are getting ugly,...very ugly.

i wish i could be with you. but i dont know, somehimes this life is very fun.

i feel so lost somehtimes, and i guess today is one of those days...

but u know what? i dont loose the faith.

God keeps me here, on my feet. helping me, and showing me that he does everything for the best.

and thanks for all the good pressious moments.!! thanks a lot for everything. we miss you.

.....we really do.... i promess never forgeth